So many memories are flooding back this week as we are adjusting to having Oz at home. Hard to believe that he is only six days old.
We were a little late on the draw, but Steve always knew that he wanted to be a Dad, and he was certain he wanted a boy and a girl, as I've mentioned before. He must have really felt my ambivalence about having children. I was never sure that I would be good at it. I don't know why...maybe worried I couldn't handle the responsibility when I barely have myself together?
I still remember when we were having a "maybe we should get married" conversation one day, and Steve finally looked at me and said..."But I want to have children someday!" And I told him that we would, and that we could and that I was ready. And it was still a bit of time after that until the wedding transpired...but it opened the door for us to get married.
He fiercely loves being a Daddy.
| Poppy & Daddy December 2013 |
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